This just came to me as I was listening to the song by Shedaisy. The song belongs to them along with the lyrics and Dean, Sam, John, Cassie, Mary and Jess all belong to the CW and anything else that looks familiar is all theirs. I couldn’t resist posting this after I had written it. I hope you all enjoy it and I’m putting the actual song on this page. The rest the pages have it broken up and following a section is Sam’s, Cassie’s, or John’s feelings about somebody that they have lost. Cassie’s section is really about Dean, but it is centered on them both. Please review and tell me if you like this story.

Still holding out for you – Shedaisy

Never thought I'd be in this placeIt's someone else's life I'm livingWish I were living a lieThe hardest part is when the bough breaksFalling down and then forgivingYou didn't kiss me good-byeI'm choking on the words I didn't get to sayAnd pray I get the chance one day

I still run, I still swing open the doorI still think, you'll be there like beforeDoesn't everybody out there know to never come aroundSome things a heart won't listen toI'm still holding out for you

I can hear you smile in the darkI can even feel you breathingBut daylight chases the ghostsI see your coat and I fall apartTo those hints of you I'm clingingNow's when I need them mostI should get up, dry my eyes and move aheadAt least that's what you would have said

I still run, I still swing open the doorI still think, you'll be there like before

Doesn't everybody out there know to never come aroundSome things a heart won't listen toI'm still holding out for you

Faithfully, I trace your name while you sleepIt's the only true comfort I feel

I still run, I still swing open the doorI still think you'll be there like before

I still run, I still swing open the doorI still think, you'll be there like beforeDoesn't everybody out there know to never come aroundSome things a heart won't listen toI'm still holding out for you

Holding outHolding out for you