Hi, im Nina. The girl who hates to be me. So lets recap. I live in a small town called Belfast. Somewhere in the Transvaal. I hate my life! This is my seven'th year in this stupid childrens home. I just hate the crowd. Every morning I wake up to the same melody, dress the same for school, walk with the same crowd to school and eat the same time.Not to mention the yuckie food!

So, your wondering about my parents, huh? yeah, i've still got two of them. My mom left us with my dad when I was five years old and my dad got us in this dump. He went straight to the social workers office and ask for help since he is to lazy to work, and two kids is way too much for him to cope with. Fair deal huh?

So what do i do with myself? Nothing. All I do is sit around reading,learning and writing down my feelings. Exept for partying with my three best buddies. Diana, like me is in the childrens home. She has no parents so she goes to micheal, my other best friend for holidays. Most of my holidays I spend at nick's home, my best friend of all.

So im just another girl who is dreaming of a better place for herself to be in. a Place where i rule my own world and nobody can tell me what i should be doing. But lets get back to reality, 'cause im still under the control of "them."

And so, in a weeks time it would be holiday. Im still waiting to hear where we would be going this time.