Bring me to Life

Bring me to Life — Chapter 1

A fanfiction about Bring me to life,Evanescence,Doctor Who,OC in TV Shows » Doctor Who

I scream his name once more, gasping for breath as the demon tightens it's grip on me. Suddenly, I hear him screaming, like he's trying to wake up, but he can't. I call out to him once more, hoping that he can hear me. 

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb

Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home

I scream for him to wake up,  the demon the continues to tighten it's grip, and soon, it's impossible for me to breath. And soon, I can't scream, and my vision fades.

"Doctor......."

Wake me up

(Wake me up inside)

I can't wake up

(Wake me up inside)

Save me

(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Yet somehow, I hear him scream, one final scream, I can't hear anything after that, but the demon lessens it's grip, letting me go, but still I can't breath. I feel hands take me, I can't move, can't even open my eyes, but I hear a voice, it's the voice of The Doctor, telling me it'll be okay. 

I want to believe him, but I can't, I want to believe, but I can't believe. I wrap my arms around him.

"I want to believe you."

"Open your eyes."

"I can't."

"You can, I promise."

Wake me up

(Bid my blood to run)

I can't wake up

(Before I come undone)

Save me

(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I didn't want to, afraid of what I might see, but I open them, seeing The Doctor smiling at me.

"Everything will be okay."

I can't believe him.

Now that I know what I'm without

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life

"Please, just trust me, that's all I ask."

"How can I?"

Suddenly, I tighten my embrace, he does the same, and the darkness starts spinning, I almost have to embed my fingers in his skin to keep from being broken apart.

Wake me up

(Wake me up inside)

I can't wake up

(Wake me up inside)

Save me

(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Suddenly, as soon as it has started, it stops, The Doctor, and I are now standing on same field we had before the demon imprisoned us. I lessen my grip, and back away from him.

"I can't." 

Wake me up

(Bid my blood to run)

I can't wake up

(Before I come undone)

Save me

(Save me from the nothing I've become)

"Then don't."

"But you're standing infront of me."

"Who said I was real?"

No, no, no, no, no, no.

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside

Bring me to life

I can't believe, I am dreaming, he isn't real, he never was, nothing's wrong, everything's okay, but I don't want him to be fake, I want him to be real, he felt so real when we first met, but he's not.

Frozen inside without your touch

Without your love, darling

Only you are the life among the dead

He reaches out to me, I take his hands, the world starts spinning, faster, and faster. His touch hurts, I start screaming, but I can't let go, it's impossible.

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything

Soon, it stops, I'm on a street corner, alone, no Doctor, no TARDIS, nothing, I shout his name, tears stream down my eyes, I want him infront of me. I walk to a nearby bridge, and gaze into the water below, tears still streaming down my eyes. There, I see an image of him in the water.

Without thought, without voice, without a soul

Don't let me die here

There must be something more

Bring me to life

I look behind me, he's not standing there, I look back, his image is still in the water.

Wake me up

(Wake me up inside)

I can't wake up

(Wake me up inside)

Save me

(Call my name and save me from the dark)

I want him to call my name, ask me to come with him, tell me that everything I heard were lies. But no, his image, it says nothing, only move with the water.

Wake me up

(Bid my blood to run)

I can't wake up

(Before I come undone)

Save me

(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I feel a hand touch my own, but it isn't him, it's my boyfriend, softly I cry into his shoulder, he doesn't understand, he doesn't know. I once again gaze into the water, and The Doctor's image is gone.

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside

Bring me to life