I heard the ringing tone in my ears and all I wanted to hear was Celia's voice say 'Hello' to me...

I heard a picking up tone. "Celia!" I yelled down the phone.

"Hey this is Celia, im obviously not here. Please leave a message." It was her answering machine, she obviously knew it was me so she isnt picking up the phone.

"For fuck sake! Why?!" I screamed. I threw the phone at the wall and watched as it fell the floor, the screen was cracked and the back had fallen off.

I fell to my knees and covered my eyes with my hands.

"Dont cry...you promised yourself you wouldnt cry, Ava..." I held back the tears, I spill out my secrets of my adventures in Gotham and everyone disowns and ignores me...

Expecting Harlequinn to sit at my knees she wasnt here...my stupid mother took her away from me...The only thing that was keeping me happy was that dog. Now she was gone, so much for a supporting mother who was supposed to comfort me through the hard times.

"Why did you have to die, Dad?" I felt one tear break through my eyes and spill down my cheek.

I quickly rubbed away the tears and heard a slight rattle of silver, as I looked at my wrist I saw the silver bracelet wrapped around my wrist, it was the one Bruce gave to me for my birthday.

I lied down on the carpet and wrapped my arms around my knees and began to cry, I had broken the promise to myself not to cry about all this.

I turned and looked up at the white ceiling. "I...want to return..." I never thought I would hear myself say those words ever...