Jake's POV

Did she know how much she was hurting me? How much she made me suffer?

She's probably with the filthy bloodsucker right now, I thought to myself wryly.  I shuddered at the thought of what they might be doing... Kissing, at the very least. Probably more. 

He was going to kill her one of these days, and then he'd be sorry... Crush her like an eggshell... I could just picture him sobbing tearlessly over Bella's cold, broken body. As much as I wanted Edward to suffer, it still hurt to think of Bella dead. 

I loved her. I didn't think that that would ever change.  I would continue to suffer throughout my abnormally long life until I died. Death seemed a sweet relief compared to the pain I felt now.   

I felt like running, so I stripped down and phased.  I was surprised at how fast my body knew that I needed to escape the droll inprisonment of being human. Must be learning some self control.

Sam, and Seth were in their wolf forms, so I could hear their thoughts. Which meant they could read mine. I groaned mentally.

Rough day so far? Sam asked me, worry in his mental voice.  I nodded.

Sam was one of the only wolves that semi- understood my problems, what with his awkward love triangle with  Leah and Emily.  But that didn't matter, he imprinted on Emily, so that left him no choice.  I was wondering wether I would imprint like Sam, and end all the crazy Bella stuff. It seemed very unlikely.

The others were quiet, listening to my mental thoughts.  They felt pity toward me, I didn't need pity, I needed Bella. 

There is no way that you could be with Bella.  You know that. Sams voice was stern, but yet sympathetic at the same time.  It bugged me.

I know that.  I just can't stop wishing that she never chose that bloodsucker.

The Cullen's are really cool Jake, if you give them a chance. Seth now. Sure, she's gonna be a vampire pretty soon, but she's happy, and that's what counts.

Of course he would side with the leeches. So Seth. Fight with one of them one time and bam, instant friends.  It made me sick that he would go against us like that.  His brothers, his sister...

Sam and Seth flared up at this. Sam's mental voice broke the silence. Seth is not going against us.  It doesn't make a difference where his allegiance lies. The Cullen's are decent vampires.  They have not killed anyone, or put us in danger.

He's going to kill her! Turn her into a filthy bloodsucker, like the rest of them! My anger was so great that I fased back.