sidenote: I'm sorry for my posting but im in the process of moving so until i get stable again it going to be like this for awhile. Disclaimer: I dont own anything ......yet --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “You never miss a thing…I guess something that will never change.” Elxia slipped the black leather shirt over her back. The sound of ripping cloth filled the room as her midnight colored wings forced their way out of the small shirt. She rubbed her head still troubled by Cerberus words. “ What the hell did he mean by that?” She thought, “Had they met before? Exactly who was he? Could he really be Valentine?” questions swirled in her head like a raging whirled pool, drowning her in her own confusion. Each question sinking her deeper into despair. She was sure she didn’t know him, and yet …he seems to be more filimair to her tan anything else so far. The way he looked at her with those crimson eyes made her want to remember so badly. Could he really be valentine? Or was she just falling love with him. She shook her head violently, confusion and the sense of betrayal dripped from her eyes to the sheets below. She gripped the necklace around her neck tighter as if it held all the answers to her problems. If only it did, if only finding valentine was so easy... .She growled a fresh wave of tears flowing from her eyes. “Why?! Why can’t I remember anything?! Vincent… why did you leave?! Where are you? “She shook her head her melt down draining her of all emotion but desperation and sadness. Her dark wings covered her like a protective shield, let cry in there safety. She growled, only valentine every make her cry like this. Hell only Valentine could make her cry. She laughed at the cruel irony. SOLIDERS aren’t supposed to cry and yet this one man could break the heart of a ruthless killer by simply thinking about him. She smirked wiping her eyes. She didn’t even remember what SOILDER was. “ I have a lot questions Valentine,” she said getting up. “And when I figure out where and who you are, I ask you. And then im going to kick your ass for making me cry.” The door closed with a deter mend slam behind her. Her wings twitched anxiously walked into the long narrow hall. There where no lights making it even eerier than it all ready was. She grunted, She truly understood why Cloud hated the dark so much. After what seemed like forever, she enter small living room. Like the hall before, it was dark, the only light coming from a few scentless candles flickering around the room. In the center of the room a large purple coffin was acting as a table. A large L-shaped couch in circled either side. She smirked. "Well what you know, he really is a vampire.” She said sarcastly. " You take to long to change.” She turned. The moon shown brightly threw a large window, Two identical white chairs where placed on either side of a wooden end table, A red cup with black diamonds resting on it .In left chair was Cerberus, sipping tea out of an idencal black cup, red eyes practily glowing in the darkness. She felt her checks burn red. It seemed he had changed as well, his lose fitting kimono replaced by a black leather suit topped with a tattered red cape. His long dark hair flowed loosely to his shoulders, only kept out of his eyes by a red headband. A gold gauntlet was tied over his right arm seemed to complete his inresistedable look. She smiled, all the sadness and frustration from before vanished. She stared at him, absolutely star-struck. "So Hot........." She whispered out loud by accident. He chuckled, snapping her out of her trance like state. She blushed, embrassed."That is ...I.. mean... um..... So any way when are we leaving for Midgar?"He smirked, amused by her attempt to regain her comproser. He took sip of his tea before answering. "After lunch is ready will leave once we finished eating.” She raised an eyebrow. "Vampires eat?" She questioned sarcastly. His smirk faltered.He grapped her chin bring her inches from her face.He starred down at her wiith cold red eyes. " If was a vampire I would be related to Edward Cullens which would mean I would have to commit murder-suicide now wouldn’t?" He left, leaving her alone in the empty room.